They said smiling is one way of creating positive energy that will somehow control your emotions. Here am I,smiling. But the truth is, I am not generating good energy because within me I can feel that loving (to have gf while schooling) is just a fuckin God damn disturbance.
I just experienced it! I won't be posting our love story here because I don't want to see or read this post so dramatic every time i will be logging in. It only reminds me of "yesterday"
I just punked by the so-called "LOVE". Fuck it! I always ask my self "Why do we need to fall in love first before getting hurt?" Can we make it in other way around?
Hindi na ako naniniwala sa love na yan! Super duper traumatic na ako jan kaya di nyo ko masisisi kung marami din akong pina iyak.
Anyway, it is really a big lesson to anybody that you should not be too emotional. It sucks! Now I am going back to my ideal girl standard. I got this love of mine who did not pass with my standard and I let my heart loved her.
So ano na? Ako ang nasaktan ngayon! Puchaxxxxx...If you want to know the story e share ko dun sa comment page just tell me.Grrrrrhhhh
Anyway, it is really a big lesson to anybody that you should not be too emotional. It sucks! Now I am going back to my ideal girl standard. I got this love of mine who did not pass with my standard and I let my heart loved her.
So ano na? Ako ang nasaktan ngayon! Puchaxxxxx...If you want to know the story e share ko dun sa comment page just tell me.Grrrrrhhhh
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