They said smiling is one way of creating positive energy that will somehow control your emotions. Here am I,smiling. But the truth is, I am not generating good energy because within me I can feel that loving (to have gf while schooling) is just a fuckin God damn disturbance.
I just experienced it! I won't be posting our love story here because I don't want to see or read this post so dramatic every time i will be logging in. It only reminds me of "yesterday"
Anyway, it is really a big lesson to anybody that you should not be too emotional. It sucks! Now I am going back to my ideal girl standard. I got this love of mine who did not pass with my standard and I let my heart loved her.
So ano na? Ako ang nasaktan ngayon! Puchaxxxxx...If you want to know the story e share ko dun sa comment page just tell me.Grrrrrhhhh